The sad part is..
I still think about you everyday, all the things I said about not missing you.. wrong, I do. There’s no other way to say it. I miss the memories we had, and the great person you were. I still have the notes. The pictures. The memories, the memories I’ll never forget. I don’t know how I’ve gone this long without breaking down, but tonight I did. I miss you. A lot, I’d take everything back in an instant. There’s no doubt about that.